Too much
I feel like running into a tunnel late in the morning, and shout my lungs out. Frustration. If it doesn't kill you, it just makes you wanna weep your eyes out.
I thought I had all the answers.
You proved me wrong. Like the placement of stars in the sky, nothing in this world can
ever be predictable.
"I put my head out of the window and I prayed to whoever thats up there, not to let me fall"
(4:20 PM)
Reality hurts
Sometimes reality burns. It hurts you so bad you feel like collapsing in someone's arms. Someone who knows you best, someone who cares. Right or wrong, truth or myth, I still believe that noone could ever be satisfied with one possesion.
Have
you ever had one of those moody days when everything you attempt to do just fails? Well thats how I'm feeling at the moment. Emotional or what I don't know. I am literally battling for my own eternal happiness which doesnt seem right.
At this point in time, I'm trully drained. Tired from all that is happening.
Although those three words are very often said, I mean it whole-heartedly.
I Love You
(7:33 AM)
JB. KL
Friday, December 21, 2007
Hey people, this blog has been abandoned ever since I got back for a reason. Firstly, I'm too lazy to blog as my stomach is always full and overloaded with heaps of good food and all I feel like doing is just lying down. Secondly, it was Chris' birthday so the Melbourne people and I were up in KL for about a week, drinking, shopping and eating away leaving ourselves penny-less as we bid goodbye to KL.
Rahh, I was so occupied for the last few weeks that now, when I return home I feel so bored because all I do is watch television, read a book or go online! What a healthy lifestyle :) Anyhoo, thanks to everyone who made my KL trip a fantastic one- vannie, ian, sabby, keith and of course, my darling Chris. Shelley and Forry, thank you both for coming down to KL to spend some time together and to celebrate Chris' birthday :D
Well, I haven't been taking pictures because my memory card is full and I have not uploaded the pictures on the computer.. I will soon :) Hopefully you'll get a glimpse of Thailand the next time I blog .. or maybe you have, so I'll just refresh your memory of what thailand is like. Till then, take care yaw!!
LOVELOVE
Next: Thailand!
(2:38 PM)
Sweat!
Friday, November 30, 2007
Such a tiring day today. I did not sleep last night because my body cloak is screwed. Anyway, we went to Victoria Market to do some last minute shopping today, bought some cherries for mum and some strings to tie it up. The cherries are already 5kg, which means I have 15kgs left for my baggage. Lucky Chris is a light traveller, hes gonna bring back most of my stuff.
Ahh, finally I got my uni stuff done- health insurance, COE & renewed my student ID card. WHOAH! After that we managed to bring the dogs to Caufield park to run for a bit.. tiring tiring, I feel asleep on the way back and poor Chris.. he was trying all he can to keep himself awake.
RAHHHH !! We have to go to chris' aunty's place to get some stuff and come back to pack.. then might be going to Golden Monkey for some drinks. I plan not to sleep until I board, I will have a good sleep in the plane then... its good cos I always CANT sleep but if I hold it in and not sleep, I will definitely pass out on the aeroplane.. even the smell of the food wont wake me up I dont think.
Not like the food is nice, it only smells good. LOL ! alright, off to run more errands, the next time I blog, I'll probably be in Malaysia.
Pray for me to reach home safely :)
LOVELOVE!!
See you guys (Melbourne people) in a couple of months!! and to those who are in Singapore, KL and JB, I'll be home soon yawww !!
(3:32 PM)
251107 a date to remember
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Indeed, 25.11.07 marks a special occasion which I can never intentionally forget. It was our 3 years anniversary and the sweet boyfriend decided to take us (including the dogs) to Port Melbourne beach to spend some quality time together. We headed off to MyDog cafe where we bought dog-cappuccino for the dogs and latte for us. heheh, i know whatchuthinking of now but it was good ! We went to the pier and peanut voluntarily jumped into the sea !! Chris and I freaked out (of coz) but she just swam with the wave and allow the wave to push her back to the shore .. and did the same thing all over again, pretty cute >< I've got some pictures.. will upload it when I feel like it, or checkout my face book pictures.
Anyhoo, we went for a sumptuous dinner at Waterfront, Port Melbourne after dropping the dogs home .. We had a seafood platter which consists of lobsters, crabs, king prawns, baby squid, sashimi, oysters and mussels and some mash potato YUM YUM YUM ! It was fantabulous the king prawn was so fresh that as soon as you put it in your mouth it just melts. hehe, no i'm exaggerating but it was really really good plus we got a good view too, our table was placed at a position which overlooks the sea :)
After dinner, as usual we had coffee as desserts. The plan after was to catch a movie.. cliche I know but chris is a couch potato...so anyway, we met sueann and leonard at melbourne central and got invited to a gay club.. haha, it was a Sunday night so we just followed and had a bit to drink but thank god, nothing happened.. no dramas. we went purely for exposure / experience .. no other intentions :) It was funny though.. some drag queens were really hot and some queers were really disgusting but overall, it was a good experience.
That was how the night ended. The nice feeling of loving someone and to be loved in exactly the same manner (or more). I LIKEEE. I love you chrissy wuzzy !
I hope you guys spend some nice time with your other half too. if you dont have one, my love goes out to all of you.. take care & be good.
(4:50 AM)
countdown
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
4 days to 25.11.07 - 3 years anniversary
10 days to 01.12.07 - Home sweet home @ JB
18 days to 09.12.07 - Melbourne gathering in KL
21 days to 12.12.07- Chris' 21st
35 days to 26.12.07 - Thailand trip !
This is making me excited =)
Anyway, besides working, I've been doing some fun adventures here in Melbourne too! Yesterday at 4am we went fishing for the 2nd time in Brighton BUT unfortunately we did not catch any fishes due to the stupid rocks which tangled up all our lines and screwed up the bait. I dont know, maybe we just suck but I choose to believe that its because of the bad weather and the many many rocks. Oh well, we got some mussels but I dont think we're gonna cook it cos its pretty damn small and pathetic. LOL !
Its summer now and I think it hit 40degrees today. Its so bloody unbearable.. I dont know how people go to the beach and lay under the sun and say "its a nice day today" because I think its so suffering. Maybe its also bad luck for me to get my menses today. I hate it !! my stomach hurts so bad. I had to call my personal rescue (chris) to get me some Naprogesic- the immediate cure to all period pain. hehe.
On a lighter note, I'll be going back to JB soon and hopefully I get to catch up with my friends before I leave for KL. To be quite honest, I'm over clubbing so chilling at a bar with some drinks would be a decent night for me. Lately, I'm starting to like karaoke too despite my horrible voice :) However, chai muis and hom bou bau can get me a little too intoxicated which would result in a busted ear drums for many ! so beware!! haha.
Okay, time to hit the bed now :) I'm getting tired and lazy. so Goodbye.
BE SAFE !!
(2:09 AM)
exam
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Exam tomorrow.
I'll be going back on december 1st.
I CAN NOT WAIT
to go back, thailand, kl.
I'm GOING BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK !!
(8:38 PM)
