:: play.laugh.grow ::

Too much

2008-01-14T16:20:00.000+11:00

I feel like running into a tunnel late in the morning, and shout my lungs out. Frustration. If it doesn't kill you, it just makes you wanna weep your eyes out.

I thought I had all the answers. You proved me wrong. Like the placement of stars in the sky, nothing in this world can ever be predictable.

"I put my head out of the window and I prayed to whoever thats up there, not to let me fall"

Reality hurts

2008-01-13T07:33:00.000+11:00

Sometimes reality burns. It hurts you so bad you feel like collapsing in someone's arms. Someone who knows you best, someone who cares. Right or wrong, truth or myth, I still believe that noone could ever be satisfied with one possesion.

Have you ever had one of those moody days when everything you attempt to do just fails? Well thats how I'm feeling at the moment. Emotional or what I don't know. I am literally battling for my own eternal happiness which doesnt seem right.

At this point in time, I'm trully drained. Tired from all that is happening.

Although those three words are very often said, I mean it whole-heartedly.

I Love You

JB. KL

2007-12-21T14:38:00.000+11:00

Hey people, this blog has been abandoned ever since I got back for a reason. Firstly, I'm too lazy to blog as my stomach is always full and overloaded with heaps of good food and all I feel like doing is just lying down. Secondly, it was Chris' birthday so the Melbourne people and I were up in KL for about a week, drinking, shopping and eating away leaving ourselves penny-less as we bid goodbye to KL.

Rahh, I was so occupied for the last few weeks that now, when I return home I feel so bored because all I do is watch television, read a book or go online! What a healthy lifestyle :) Anyhoo, thanks to everyone who made my KL trip a fantastic one- vannie, ian, sabby, keith and of course, my darling Chris. Shelley and Forry, thank you both for coming down to KL to spend some time together and to celebrate Chris' birthday :D

Well, I haven't been taking pictures because my memory card is full and I have not uploaded the pictures on the computer.. I will soon :) Hopefully you'll get a glimpse of Thailand the next time I blog .. or maybe you have, so I'll just refresh your memory of what thailand is like. Till then, take care yaw!!

LOVELOVE

Next: Thailand!

Sweat!

2007-11-30T15:32:00.000+11:00

Such a tiring day today. I did not sleep last night because my body cloak is screwed. Anyway, we went to Victoria Market to do some last minute shopping today, bought some cherries for mum and some strings to tie it up. The cherries are already 5kg, which means I have 15kgs left for my baggage. Lucky Chris is a light traveller, hes gonna bring back most of my stuff.

Ahh, finally I got my uni stuff done- health insurance, COE & renewed my student ID card. WHOAH! After that we managed to bring the dogs to Caufield park to run for a bit.. tiring tiring, I feel asleep on the way back and poor Chris.. he was trying all he can to keep himself awake.

RAHHHH !! We have to go to chris' aunty's place to get some stuff and come back to pack.. then might be going to Golden Monkey for some drinks. I plan not to sleep until I board, I will have a good sleep in the plane then... its good cos I always CANT sleep but if I hold it in and not sleep, I will definitely pass out on the aeroplane.. even the smell of the food wont wake me up I dont think.

Not like the food is nice, it only smells good. LOL ! alright, off to run more errands, the next time I blog, I'll probably be in Malaysia.

Pray for me to reach home safely :)

LOVELOVE!!

See you guys (Melbourne people) in a couple of months!! and to those who are in Singapore, KL and JB, I'll be home soon yawww !!

251107 a date to remember

2007-11-28T04:50:00.000+11:00

Indeed, 25.11.07 marks a special occasion which I can never intentionally forget. It was our 3 years anniversary and the sweet boyfriend decided to take us (including the dogs) to Port Melbourne beach to spend some quality time together. We headed off to MyDog cafe where we bought dog-cappuccino for the dogs and latte for us. heheh, i know whatchuthinking of now but it was good ! We went to the pier and peanut voluntarily jumped into the sea !! Chris and I freaked out (of coz) but she just swam with the wave and allow the wave to push her back to the shore .. and did the same thing all over again, pretty cute >< I've got some pictures.. will upload it when I feel like it, or checkout my face book pictures.

Anyhoo, we went for a sumptuous dinner at Waterfront, Port Melbourne after dropping the dogs home .. We had a seafood platter which consists of lobsters, crabs, king prawns, baby squid, sashimi, oysters and mussels and some mash potato YUM YUM YUM ! It was fantabulous the king prawn was so fresh that as soon as you put it in your mouth it just melts. hehe, no i'm exaggerating but it was really really good plus we got a good view too, our table was placed at a position which overlooks the sea :)

After dinner, as usual we had coffee as desserts. The plan after was to catch a movie.. cliche I know but chris is a couch potato...so anyway, we met sueann and leonard at melbourne central and got invited to a gay club.. haha, it was a Sunday night so we just followed and had a bit to drink but thank god, nothing happened.. no dramas. we went purely for exposure / experience .. no other intentions :) It was funny though.. some drag queens were really hot and some queers were really disgusting but overall, it was a good experience.

That was how the night ended. The nice feeling of loving someone and to be loved in exactly the same manner (or more). I LIKEEE. I love you chrissy wuzzy !

I hope you guys spend some nice time with your other half too. if you dont have one, my love goes out to all of you.. take care & be good.

countdown

2007-11-21T02:09:00.000+11:00

4 days to 25.11.07 - 3 years anniversary

10 days to 01.12.07 - Home sweet home @ JB

18 days to 09.12.07 - Melbourne gathering in KL

21 days to 12.12.07- Chris' 21st

35 days to 26.12.07 - Thailand trip !

This is making me excited =)

Anyway, besides working, I've been doing some fun adventures here in Melbourne too! Yesterday at 4am we went fishing for the 2nd time in Brighton BUT unfortunately we did not catch any fishes due to the stupid rocks which tangled up all our lines and screwed up the bait. I dont know, maybe we just suck but I choose to believe that its because of the bad weather and the many many rocks. Oh well, we got some mussels but I dont think we're gonna cook it cos its pretty damn small and pathetic. LOL !

Its summer now and I think it hit 40degrees today. Its so bloody unbearable.. I dont know how people go to the beach and lay under the sun and say "its a nice day today" because I think its so suffering. Maybe its also bad luck for me to get my menses today. I hate it !! my stomach hurts so bad. I had to call my personal rescue (chris) to get me some Naprogesic- the immediate cure to all period pain. hehe.

On a lighter note, I'll be going back to JB soon and hopefully I get to catch up with my friends before I leave for KL. To be quite honest, I'm over clubbing so chilling at a bar with some drinks would be a decent night for me. Lately, I'm starting to like karaoke too despite my horrible voice :) However, chai muis and hom bou bau can get me a little too intoxicated which would result in a busted ear drums for many ! so beware!! haha.

Okay, time to hit the bed now :) I'm getting tired and lazy. so Goodbye.

BE SAFE !!

exam

2007-11-06T20:38:00.000+11:00

Exam tomorrow.

I'll be going back on december 1st.

I CAN NOT WAIT
to go back, thailand, kl.

I'm GOING BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK !!

karaoke

2007-11-01T02:40:00.000+11:00

Karaoke yesterday night and it was fun fun fun. The girls had a little too much to drink and as usual, all the dramas never fail to crack us up (when we're sober). We drank i-dont-know-how-many bottles of vodkas, one bottle of johnnie black, one slab of corona and one six-pack of budweiser. It was crazy, the vodka is a major killer my next phobia is absolute now because it ABSOLUTELY kills. There were a bunch of us.. I lost count cos people kept coming in and out.. but around 10 and we're so loud omfg I could hear our voices echo in my sleep and it made me had a really bad headache :(

Anyhow, nice to drink with the bunch once again.. and urr, next time someone offers me an absolute, I'd absolutely gun them down. I hate the taste of absolute now because the taste stays in your mouth and lingers around, making you wanna spew... I spewed in the end but not much, thank god! LOL. Well, I've got an assignment due soon, so I guess, I'll just let the picture do the talking (:

*I can't be bothered arranging the pictures vertically / horizontally. Pls excuse my laziness, just got back from work not too long ago!

eventually

2007-10-21T20:26:00.000+10:00

In the end, everything needs a break.

Every human, every soul, every little things in life.

benefical or not, lost or not.

Who are we to judge.

Take everyday as it is and have fun while you're at it.

I see no point in talkbacks, pinpointing and judging.

I do not regret, when I say fullfuckingstop.

I wish you well.

book hoggin' no lovin'

2007-10-17T20:13:00.000+10:00

I've just submitted two assignments, test tomorrow, major exam on 25.10, 1 last assignment due 26.10 and last exam on 7.11

Tell me, how miserable my life is. Sigh.

I'm so looking forward to summer holidays, I've got 5 months to bum around and do nothing, just the way I like life to be. I LIKE!! haha.

So my Melbourne gang are reuniting in KL, Chris' house and we're gonna have a blast on his balcony, drink &puke in his toilet, and ummm.. drink more? haha.

I cant wait to go Thailand. My Melbourne friends will be bring us around Bangkok. I heard that they've a lot of doggies stuff there :) SWEET. I have a feeling I'm gonna go broke in Thailand but oh well. its worth it :)

For now, its back to the books. zzz.

A welcome message to dearest SUGAR

2007-10-12T17:16:00.000+10:00

First and foremost, allow me to shout a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Sabby :) Honey, its been great knowing you and eventhough we've only known each other for a couple of months if not one year, the amount of joy, laughter and even miseries we've been through is unexplainably tremendous :) & for that, I'll continue treasuring our friendship. Threesomes forever :)

For being such a great friend, Shelley, Forry, Chris and I gave Sabby a Cavalier King Charles Spaniel x Jack Russell as a birthday present. She then named that little baby, SUGAR! You guys should see her reaction when she got that little baby. Screaming and yelling in excitment. LOL !! But its a cute dog, one she has always wanted eversince looking after Pudding.

So guys, if Sabby doesn't wanna go out from now forth, dont blame her! Its because of her precious little baby that she is sacrificing so much time, effort and love for :) You can see how cute lil Sugar is from the pictures above. Its as tiny as... a chihuahua and she has a good personality too (:

Shes so adorable and so tiny oh my god. I'm so in love with Sugar too (: It's a female by the way and a very smart puppy. She's been pooing and peeing on the newspaper eversince we passed it to Sabby (: Little sweetie, oh! <3>

Hypnotized

2007-10-02T19:33:00.000+10:00

Indeed, I'm constantly hypnotized by your insanely charming outer appearance.

If there's one word to describe how I feel for you, it'd definitely be indescribable.

Everytime when I'm not at my best gear, you hang around me and all of a sudden, I'd breathe a thin line of air which reads the word 'self-esteem'.

Babe, its going to be a hard one. You & I. Think about enduring insecurities. It kills.

But for now, let's put our difference apart. & continue shining.

Enough.

Let's talk about Shelley's new car. 3 litre z4 individual coupe. A car every girl and guy would yearn for. I'll post up some pics for space to drool at since no one reads my blog. LOL

I drove it yesterday and oooh laaa laaa its really sexy. Powerful too. Its got 10 speakers in the car which makes the sound system fantabulous. Oh, to add with, her number plate reads 'LIOVEU'.. obviously from her boyfriend, for her bday! Sexy Sexy.

I'm sorry I dont know much about cars, but Shelley's is definately a SEXY one. I'll post pics soon, so you guys can be the judge!

Got to run now. Shelley is picking me up to work soon.

Take it easy people, and be good !!

LOVEEEE.

+If you Say+

2007-09-19T00:05:00.000+10:00

I concur with Christoph, "sometimes living out your dreams ain't as easy as it seems".

But many thanks to all who've managed to pull me out of this period of slum, or so I call it. I'm doing fine (:

Holidays are approaching !! which means my exams are drawing closer as well :( Ahh. I've only got 2 exams this semester, lucky lucky me.

Oh btw, I cooked dinner yesterday and it turned out really good I think. haha, cooked for my sister, alvin and chris.. Sambal prawns, ABC soup and ginger chicken BUT BUT BUT I burned my index finger and its hurting so bad now :(

Anyway.. to those Melbournians who intend to cheong K at a nice place, please go to charltons! they just open a chinese/honky style karaoke downstairs and its really cool. Sound system is fantabulous too, and if you're nice to me I'll get you a 10% discount haha!!

Okay.. 10am class tomorrow and I WILL make it to uni so tata world (:

BE GOOD ya'll.

It gets colder when you're alone

2007-09-14T04:00:00.000+10:00

I'm living my days with so much uncertainties at the moment. To start with, I haven't made up my mind whether or not I should continue staying here after I graduate. Chris will definitely be going back to KL to help/take over his dad's business. I'm thinking of getting my PR once I finish, but that'll take up 2 years.. and since I'm so attached to Chris, I doubt I'd be able to survive here all by myself. Like I mentioned earlier in my post, the future frightens me and thinking about it alone makes me feel sick. I feel like I'm almost biologically redundant without his presence.

Not knowing what the future will be like, makes me really anxious. Yet, on the other hand I'm trying to prolong this university life as I will start having heaps of responsibilities when I grow out of it. I don't know what I want, really and that's why I'm here to rant :) ARGHHHH !!! Well, Chris and I have spoken about it and we've came to the decision of just letting it be. Let our relationship fall in the hands of fate. That is, if I've decided to stay here after my PR.

Ahh well. No stress no stress,

On a second and lighter note, I'll be going back soonn.. woo hooo ! I can't wait for this summer holidays... its gonna be a good one, I hope (: Chris and I are going to Thailand.. with my family as well and we'd probably extend our stay. Shelley and Forry are going to KL for Chris' birthday all the way from Melbourne and Hong Kong. You know what? I really don't know what to get for Chris anymore... We've been together for almost 3 years and and I bought almost everything already.. but well, that's besides the point.

The whole bunch of us are thinking of going for a holiday somewhere in malaysia as well.. We'll see. Looks like we have a lot in mind but don't know if we will really get down to it. hehe. Umm, its 4.30am and I'm tired, plus I'm lost for words... so laters people, will update again soon (:

Toodles oxox

Nightmare

2007-09-09T21:16:00.001+10:00

Thinking of about the future frightens me :(

It'll.all.be.different.

update

2007-09-03T21:48:00.000+10:00

Well well well
Chris' mum and brother are here to visit and I've been eating non-stop, ugh. I had a little too much too eat so I might go on a hunger strike for a little bit. hehe.

Debate summary due tomorrow and I can't even get started on it because I'm overloaded with food :( Before Chris' mum and bro came, I cleaned the entire house by myself for more than 6 hours! how ridiculous lol.

oh yeah!! & I got my new phone yesterday.. 've been fiddling with it the whole of today and I must say that I'm pretty contented with it =) Went to collect my phone from Shelley's while the boys were playing badminton.. Sabby and I camwhore-d with Shelley's Mac. PICTURES !!!

well, since my brain is not functioning, I shall stop here and let the pictures do the talking. enjoy.

Piss 'n' Poo

2007-08-30T02:35:00.000+10:00

Uni is draining my soul, my life and my everything away.

I've got a class test tomorrow which is worth 30% and as I type, I'm feeling extremely guilty because I should be studying as opposed to webblogging but I just can't.be.fucked. I need some motivation. I need some booze. Ahh, don't get me wrong, I had enough of alcohol for the next decade or so, I'd say because in Alyn's words, I got shitfaced again. haha. Oh well alcohol is the way to go if you're feeling stress and all miserable because it relaxes you. but if you have a little too much to drink, my advise for you is to puke it all out otherwise, you'll feel horribly bluegh the next day with a massive headache. oh, its called the hang over. haha

Okay. I was typing nothing but utter bullshit and to prevent this from going on, I shall stop here and start flipping the pages of my socal research methods textbook again.

Have fun people, while I bore with the books (?) !!

:(

Pages Kept Turning, I'll Mark Out Each Day With a Cross

2007-08-21T02:47:00.000+10:00

Alyn is here from the UK and we've been drinking like there's no tomorrow.

I love the girl because she makes my day.

Since the day Alyn arrived, I can't recall when she did NOT get fully intoxicated when we are together.

Oh my. I can feel my lungs gradually collapsing and my kidney failing.

but oh well. I LOVE you Alyn Tai !!

Pictures up soon.

Debate tomorrow and I'm pretty prepared

Now the question is should I or should I not sleep?

You know what?

Fuck it. I'll sleep.

I'm drained and I feel a pierce through my crowded brain.

I'm lost for words, so Good night world :)

Punto was lost and found

2007-08-10T18:10:00.000+10:00

Let me first shout a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to CAROLINE CHUA who finally turn eighteen years old after much whinning and sneaking into clubs. lol :)

Well, Punto was lost and found on 07/08/07. Was supposed to have dinner with Carol at Crown but Punto decided to run out as soon as I opened the door. I was freaking out as you could imagine and Chris was so lost, he was running and skateboarding all around Bulleen to look for Punto. Then I rang my sister and she came all the way from the city.

After an hour we still couldn't find him and that's when I called Sabby telling her how punto went missing. Sabby then called shelley and before you know it, all of them came with posters and cellotapes to inform people of a missing dog. All of us shouted our lungs out for Punto but we still couldn't find him. My neighbours told us that they saw him at some construction site, some alley, went into people's house this and that but we still couldn't find him.

Then we decided to take a break at my house.. and after 5 hours, punto was wagging his tail waiting for us to open the door. Fortunately he wasn't limping or anything.. only a few bruises around the ear and cuts all over his body. Chris brought him to the vet on the next day and she told us that there's a high chance of him getting hit by a car judging from his bruises and cuts.

:( but oh well, at least he came without any severe injuries. Everyone was so amazed by how he managed to struggle his way home. He slept for like2 nights.. chris said maybe he was petrified and stress plus it was very very cold.

Anyhow, thanks to the threesomes for helping.. it really meant alot :) and to forry as well !! its time to go to work now. have fun everyone :)

Rants

2007-08-06T02:21:00.000+10:00

I've not been blogging these few weeks for a number of reasons. To start with, I haven't got the time to really sit down on my computer and write a whole long entry about what I just did because either I'm working or I'm at uni. Secondly, battlenet is too addictive until an extend that it has taken over my life and thirdly, I've never imagined uni to be as tedious as this. Its week 3 and I've already got 2 assignements and a group project due. How interesting (I KNOW!!)

Well well well. I finally did some food shopping at Laguna and my pantry is about overflow and if someone send a fire truck over (touch wood), it'll be because of excessive food explosion. lol. I'm totally not making any sense but I don't care because this is my blog and blogs are meant for bull-craps. haha.

Oh yea, last friday and saturday everyone went clubbing but me because I was working and they were all wasted. I WANNA CLUB TOO ! :( :( Can't wait for Merdeka night then I'll get to club. ATTENTION to all malaysians in melbourne, please go to merdeka night at velour to party with me you guys can ring me up and get tickets from me hehe :)

Okay. my back hurts and i think its bed time for me. 's been a long long week :) Goodnight people! take it easy and if need be, take a chill pill :D

My 21st @ Hofbrauhaus

2007-07-26T18:36:00.000+10:00

& again, sorry for abandoning this blog for a long period of time :) I wanted to blog about my ski trip with Shelley, Forry, Sabby and Chris for some time now but I just couldn't bring myself to, maybe because I fell sick before my birthday and didnt recover until now. Well we went to Mt Buller on one cold winter day, it was -5degrees up at the mountains I think and it was freezing plus I kept tripping over these snowboarders because they were stopping everywhere ie in the middle of the mountains, at the side, everywhere! So I got really ill the next day with quite a high temperature and on the day of my birthday dinner, I got so hammered that I couldnt remember anything at all. I was told that I was acting silly :\ but that's nothing special. Well, many thanks to those who attended my birthday dinner and thanks to all for the beautiful presents :)

here are some pictures of my ski trip

on the way up, Sabby was the lightbulb

group picture

chris and me

threesomes

And now, my birthday dinner. I look very drunk, very red. Yes I know :)

cheers diane :)

my sister, me, diane

rocky my godbro and a friend

hau, danny my manager and his girlfriend, elaine

jenna,courtney,eloise

Haerris and J

Sueann and Peijien

Kevin and Leeren

Cheers :)

Keith, my sister, shelley and forry

The drunk chrisses

Viv and odrey

I don't know what was going on here

OFF MY HEAD!

Thanks guys :) !!

my drunk boyfriend and I

& again, the threesomes

thanks odrey, for helping :)

and last but not least, my birthday cake!

It was such a fun night :) & i got heaps of presents too :)

I took 15mins to get this shot right, I kept falling over lol

Can't even keep my eyes open!

fell asleep opening presents!

Niceeee :)

one more.

A chanel mirror

A bouquet of flowers :)

Vera Wang perfume

Swarovski bracelet

Armani perfume

Burberry perfume

Gucci wallet :)

Another swarovski bracelet

spa set

Burberry travel bag

JB Hi-fi gift card

Dior lip gloss

Bobbi Brown make-up set :)

THANK YOU ALL !!! I'm a happy happy girl now. Thanks everyone not only for your presents, but also for your presence to make my big day a fun and memorable one. Love ya'll.

Well till then. Take care and I'll be blogging more!

1am at Shelley's

2007-07-11T01:09:00.000+10:00

Its 1.15am and we are drinking at Shelley's. the plan was to bring carrot for Pancakes (Shelley's rabbit) but Sabby and I forgot to bring it here. LOL. Well holidays are coming to an end, I feel extremely dreadful to fill in my daily routines with attending classes and doing assignments.

Sigh. Its all good (: Keep telling myself now that the main motive my parents send me to Melbourne is to go to uni and not to play.

By the way, sincere apology to my loyal blog readers ~~if any~~ for my hiatus. This holiday has been tremendously relaxing and fun-filled thus this has led to abandoning my blog. Will be back soon, when uni's started and when my life revolves around the computer :)

Until then, Have fun all and be good :)

hello again

2007-06-23T15:22:00.000+10:00

Yay finally got internet, pay tv and phone line done and i can see myself getting back on track which is a good thing. Always good to see your life getting back on track :) So Chris and I got new leather click clack sofa bed, coffee table and I finally got my all black desktop theme. Modem is black, keyboard is black, webcam is black, monitor is black, cpu case is black, mouse is black, speakers and subwoofer (is that how you spell it?) is back and I'm a happy happy girl.

Been babysitting Pudding, he's a good boy 'cept he marks territory everywhere he goes :( Lets just cross our fingers and hope he doesnt pee on the new sofa bed. We're also thinking of getting a big furry carpet for the living room but looks like it has to be done after pudding is settled down :) Well well well, eversince the last paper, I've been bumming around, working and drinking heaps. My instinct tells me that I'm going to have a liver malfunction soon.

Well s'all good. I'm living life to its fullest at the moment and I cant be any more satisfied. All of cleaning have been going on in my house too .. its not spick-and-span just yet but soon it will be, if I keep up the hardworking-ness. Oh yea, Shelley, Ian and Keith came with their dogs to drink at my place last Monday and as expected everyone especially SHELLEY was so intoxicated that they couldn't even remember what happened the next day. All you have to do get her drunk is..

Chris: One more time!
Shelley: NOOOOO! No more drinks. I need to vomit
Chris: Surrender?
Shelley: NOOOOOOOOOOOOO! no surrender! -gulps a shot

And so it went on like that for about 35minutes? Let's just say Chris drank abit more than half a bottle of ballentines and onethird of Johnnie Red, Shelley drank half a bottle of Below 42 and one third of absolute vodka, straight. Uhh. Their chaser was a slice of lemon. HAHA. The sudden flip side. Next morning,

Shelley: I still need to vomit. It feels so bad!
Chris: Yeah. this happen when somepeople dont wanna surrender
Ian : Drink somemore la!
Shelley: NO.. no drinking for a month!
Chris: So you surrender now?
Shelley: Yes (with heads down and a resentful look)

That was good fun (: Sabby, I dont mean to make you jealous but you should be !! First time ever Shelley was drunk as a monkey. LOL! and and and, when Ian got drunk I thought its bad but when Shelley is drunk, the HAVOC she cause is so much greater. LOL. For more information about Monday night, check out Shelley's blog on my links because I'm a computer illiterate and I don't know how to link it up here. LOL.

Thats it for now. Until something happening happens again, I'll be here to tell the world :D Right now, its all about working, having fun and adding stress to the liver :)

Have a good one, you all and for those who are still having exams, good luck and I feel your pain -- Sueann.. WORK HARD and we shall PARTY like theres no tomorrow when its all over. Bare with it for a bit and it'll all be good :)

BE SAFE (:

:)

2007-06-21T07:26:00.000+10:00

Its only words
and words are all i have to take
your heart
away

I'm a Happy Happy Girl

2007-06-17T15:35:00.000+10:00

Exams are over, finally and I'm a very happy girl now :) All i did after the exam was:

work
drink
shop
walk the dogs
sleep
dota
sleep again
chitchat @ shelley's
furniture shopping
help my sister to move her stuff
drink again

HAHA! i've become a so called official bummer but I like it the way it is.

Off to Vic Mark to get some fruits for Chris' grandparents and treats for P&P then dinner @ Chris' granparents.

have fun you all & be safe :)

LOVEEE

After Exam Mood

2007-06-15T01:53:00.000+10:00

Paper today was alright I guess :S

Last paper tomorrow and I can't wait.

YAHHHHOOOOO

Then 1 month holiday before the dreadful semester begins again

But, let's think abt it when the time comes.

As for now, I shall do my best for this paper and then

PARTAYYYYYY

Allocate+ now open!

2007-06-13T17:54:00.000+10:00

For those studying in Monash Caufield, Clayton, Berwick (Not sure abt Malaysia campusses)

Allocate+ is now open in preference mode, so hurry and get the best time.

Well, looks like I'd have to partay HARD this holiday because next sem, I'd be fcuking overloaded with assignments and all the units that I'm smart-ly allocated to looks damn tough. No joke.

But on the brighter side, I'll have no exams. most of them are assignment base and I'll only have 1 class test for socio.

GREAT !

All the joyyyy.

2 more days till the exams are over and I'm gonna sleep, party and intoxicate myself awayyy.
Woohooo.

P/s: Carol & Shelley come back quick and drink drink drink with me.

but for now, back to the nerdy gear.

Feeling ze Pressure

2007-06-13T03:54:00.000+10:00

Its almost 4am in the morning, and I'm still awake, figuring out what space of flows and space of places really is.

Sometimes, you read and understand a concept but you just can't seem to write it down on a piece of paper with your pen.

You know that feeling?
Yea - thats it.

~~what hell should i do. write. and say when i just can't seem to put it in words?~~

Piktoores & Loves.

2007-06-11T18:58:00.000+10:00

The current mood is SATIESFIED.

WHY ???

because this girl has ~~finally~~ completed 3 movies for her exam on Friday. Note that she did not fall asleep during any of this movies.

Paraphase: she would usually dose off after 15mins of the movie but muraculously this time, she stayed awake for all 3 of the movies of which 2 of them was a bore in the bum bum. She cheated though, with a cuppa latte to keep her awake.

All that's left for that subject is : Online lectures and essay draft.

All smiles and more grins.

I try not to think about New media btw, cos it makes me sick -.- i'm only on chapter 4, which means I've got 7 more to go ! How dreadful.

Well, as promised a LONG time ago, here's the pictures taken after Peanut'sfirst ever grooming, Hofbrauhaus with Haerris, Chris Lim, My Chris, Viv and the gang then charltons with Kylie and Mike and... MORNINGTON with my lovely dovely parents ;)

P/s: Studying in the cold when your fingers are frozen and when your entire body is shiverring makes you hate studying even more & that's exactly what I'm facing at the mo.

Peanut & Chris

Peanut with her tiny cutesy pink ribbon!

Haerris, our future politican & chris

A toast for being your book's bestfriend for 2 weeks or so.

That's Viv the hotpie, sipping her neverending beer

This is what it looks like, 1 litre

Kylie & I :)

Recently.... ;)

Mornington. One of the vineyards.

My parents and I, p&p

I love the scenery!

my beautiful parents again :)

:)

Peanut & Punto (best shot of them.. so fidget-ty)

Mum & I along the beach.

& again, my beautiful parents.

Mum, Chris, me, p&p

P&P in the car, in between mummy and I.

There.. I'm sure you could tell that I was having so much fun for the last couple of months/weeks.. minus the essays/assignments. The sudden transition from having so much fun (with my parents and friends) to books books books makes me feel so sick, wierd and miserable! ARGHH.

Well, I'm extremely tired now considering I've only slept for 3hrs this morning before hitting the library. The 3 movies are also taking a toll on me now plus the caffeine in my system is starting to run dry. I should get some rest now and continue studying in a few hours :(

Take care you all ! Study HARD!!

One of Those Days

2007-06-10T17:56:00.000+10:00

I'm still not feeling any better :(

Called Sabby to chat for a bit and she reckons my moodless and mundane behavior is not only because my parents left but also because I have to study and live in boredom for a few days with nothing else but my books.

Maybe that's why.

I miss my parents :(

2007-06-09T23:11:00.001+10:00

So dad and mum left today and as usual, the drama of crying and passerby smiling and shaking their heads took place.

I told myself to be strong and quit crying cos I've been here for 4 years now and everytime I fly off or whenever my parents return after their visit, the CRYING ALWAYS happen. but oh well. my sister has been in melbourne for about 8-9 years? and still cry.... haha so, I've concluded that its only normal to cry..

I was still crying as I walked out of the airport into the car, and the journey back home was so gloomy. To rub salt on my already wounded wound, I know I have to go to the library after I go home and freshen up.. and that just pulled my mood down deeper into a puddle of miseries if it makes any sense!

Sigh. I feel so lost.. before coming back from the library, I ate KFC for dinner, mummy would have cooked a sumptious meal of say, bak kut teh with heaps of veges if she was still on holiday in Melbourne. Haiii. Some days I just effin' hate the airport because if it doesnt make you happy i.e when mummy/daddy arrive, it just makes you fucking sad & I hate to be in this kindda state knowing that I'd have to study and put in my 101% worth of effort even when I'm at that miserable state of mind.

I told chris, I just wanna run back to malaysia, back into the arms of my lovely parents and back to their warm shelter. I realized, after coming here for 4 years how significant my parents means to me. I treasure them so much and even when I go back for holidays, I'd dedicate ALL my time for them and put a smile on their faces. My parents are the most beautiful humans alive. They slog so much just to see us(my sisters & I) suceed in live and to ensure that all my sisters & I have a bright future ahead awaiting us.

Simply put, no amount of THANKS would be enough to cover how much time, effort and money that they've dumped into our future wellbeing.

That's that.

On a lighter note, my speakers are FINALLY working.

I had to do an online lecture and watch 3 videos for one of my exams but I figured that wouldnt work if my speakers aren't working so I kept whining (annoying, I know) until the boyfriend got fed up, he decided to fiddle around with it and before u know it, its working just fine.

So it wasnt busted or anything, its just that the wires were loose. DOHHH ! ok so now, no more excuses to not to my work :D Despite being a miserable little champ because mum and dad just left, I'm gonna continue with my work.. I dunno how am I gonna do it but I will..

I hope 15/06/07 will pass in no time but that date marks the end of my exams.

Pray for me and I'll do just fine people. Meantime, goodluck to the rest whose studying for your exams and I wish you all the best on behalf of www.blogger.com HAHA!

Be safe ya'll :)

Nerdy Gear.

2007-06-07T01:21:00.000+10:00

Today's date is 06/07/07

& my exams are on 14-15/06/07.

I should've started studying 06/06/07

But I still have not.

So doomed !

I WILL START tomorrow !!

(:

Anyway, chris and I brought my parents to mornington yesterday. We managed to visit some vineyards and the beach.. it was a nice day, considering :D Oh, Peanut and Punto came too! Then, we went to Horbrauhaus then to the casino.

Well, screw it. I think i'll start studying NOW! I sense guilt.
Will upload pics soon.

Hip Hip HooRaY!

2007-05-31T01:35:00.000+10:00

I've finally finished my unit journal and 2000words essay that's due on Friday! I've even done bibliography for the essay.. but I still need to proofread my unit journal because I think its quite patchy and I havent done bibliography for that but I think I'll just do that tomorrow cos it will only take 2 hours maximum :) It's considered Wednesday night tonight, and I can't believe I've actually finished the assignments. I've always thought I'm a big time procrastinator :) Ahh :D I'm happy anyway..

Tomorrow after COM2120, Chris, me and mummy are going shopping :D WOohoO. When mummy's here, all of a sudden my entire house becomes neater, my room smells so good, my clothes smells EXTREMELY good and my nutrition level boost up as well, I believe (:

I love my mummy. She's the best-est mum to me :)

Went to the city just now for a bit with my mum.. I took public transport on purpose just to annoy her & so the conversation went like this :

Mum: Why so long one? Its either bus not in service or school bus!

Me: I donno, thats why I hate public transports

--silence
5 minutes later

Mum: Still not here yet? Oh dear we've been waiting for 20minutes already my legs are aching

Me: mine too, see what I mean when I say taking public transport is very mafan?

Mum: Ya. Take cab la.. then

Me: Why don't you buy me a car?

Mum: what car?

Me: I like mini cooper..

coincidently, one mini cooper passed by

Me: THEREEEE!! That one la, I like!

Mummy smiled
2minutes later,

Mum: Maybe next year I buy for you ok! but no promises.

Me: YAYYY u better keep to your words

Mum: I SAID NO PROMISES AR! so dont put your hopes up too high

*FAINTS!

Procrastinating yet again

2007-05-29T04:15:00.000+10:00

My tummy is so big now, I can feel the bulge when I sit down. You know WHY !! Because mummy's here and she's been cooking nutritious food for all of us and at the same time, we're growing wider and wider. Well you can't blame me... I've been eating 1 packet of indomee for the whole day or 2 slices of bread or yoghurt with fruits before mum came..hmm actually no, that's a lie cos we went to The Brasserie for our 2 and a half years anniversary. Aiyah the point is.. I haven't been eating WELL for the past few months/weeks and here I am, helping myself to the delicious-est food EVER. HEHE

GAHHH ! It's 4.20 am and I'm still doing my essay I'm almost halfway done but the drive to do assignment dropped from 0% to -100% which is a total shame. I can't do work before its dateline I don't know why .. no sense of urgency so I'm procrastinating like hell and because my speakers are busted, I was you tube-ing without speakers.. so I searched for MIME but its so effin' lame and I'm bored. So I'm here to blog my bored-ness away I'm sorry if u dont like it. haha oh, I played text twist as well and I got so bloody annoyed because I can't seem to get any word right. AHHHH !

Well I think I should hit the 1000 mark and head to bed. Mummy's sleeping so soundly.. the boyfriend is snoring away and I'm typing away :( I dont like you, MEDIA AND COMMUNICATION! You cause so much stress in my life !!

anyway guys we'd always have to run back to reality somehow, and I think I should stop procrastinating because by doing so, I'm only taking longer to finish up. A little bit of self-motivation. HEHEHE

♥

More Pictures :)

2007-05-26T19:20:00.000+10:00

Hello, hello.

My day has been pretty rough - clean the entire house with my sister and chris, do laundry, tidy up my study table, tidy chris' study table, tidy the WHOLE room (which is a disaster). My mum's coming tomorrow and thats why this spring cleaning was to be taken seriously :)

hoohoo. Finally done and before I continue doing my essay, here are SOME highlights from yesterday, our anniversary dinner at The Brasserie, Crown. Good meal.

I took some pictures at the German bar (where I'm celebrating my 21st!) with Haerris, Chris, Chris Lim and the rest. Then Charltons with only Kylie and Mike, the rest were pretty busy, so I didnt wanna bother plus I had to take the pictures very quickly. Hmm I think I'll upload the pictures another time cos I really can't be bothered now, too much work, mum's coming and I'm stressing. Sorry guys. Be back soon.

STUDY HARD YOU ALL !!

2 and a Half Years & Still Counting

2007-05-25T03:54:00.000+10:00

HAPPY TWO AND A HALF YEARS ANNIVERSARY BABY !

I LOVE CHRISTOPHER YONG TZE YAO so much and this date (25/05/07) marks 2 and a half years of being l♥ved, p♥mpered and sp♥ilt by him.

To my sweetest boyfriend:

You're my world.
You've taught me the proper way to love
You've given me all you ever could
You've guide me to the right path
You've switched the lights on for me
& continued my walk with me along this
rollercoaster phase of life and for that,
I'll continue loving you
unconditionally.
You're my world.

My baby is the sweetest EVER. He made me this card with paint because we're both so busy with exams and assignments and cant find time to go out and buy/exchange presents. But this will do :)

ihateassignmentsandexams

2007-05-24T20:20:00.000+10:00

oh my I'm so yearning to go horse riding (again) this holidays. Shelley, Sabby and I are thinking of driving down to Mornington for a couple of days probably to the vineyards, horse riding and if any fruit farms are open, we might visit one. We will also bring the dogs if we can get a pet friendly accomodation.. then the boys can look after the dogs while we have the times of our life. How evil ! HAHA.

Ahh Well, I can't stop picturing all the joy and fun after exams.

On a lighter note, Peanut is going for her first grooming tomorrow & mummy is arriving on Sunday at 6am!! Woot. I've had a list long of itinerary planned out for her (: But my exams are on 14th and 15th June and prior to exams I'd have to submit 3 bloody assignments, ahh, shoot me!

Satisfied.

2007-05-24T03:09:00.000+10:00

Its such a tiring day for me, today. I woke up at 10am, went to uni with Chris just to accompany him and after that breathtaking sushi I went to the gym and did body pump after a million years of not working out and you CAN NOT imagine how sore my entire body feels right now. It feels good though, at least I know I've worked something today. Then I took a train back to uni and went for my lecture lethargically, but still managed to pull through thank god for chewing gums. No, actually I was thinking about coffee with Courtney then I got all excited ~~dont ask me why because I dont know~~. Then we went for dinner and got Haerris' belated birthday present. Btw, Haerris if you're reading this please ignore what you've just read cos you're not meant to know WHEN we got your present. hehe (: When we came home, Chris and I decided to boycott our sluggish lifestyle so we started doing assignments and stuff... today's the first time in a long long while since I last did my assignment about 1 week before its due date, and the feeling is... TOO GOOD. Although I'm a bit less than halfway done, I still feel... ECSTATIC !! ahh well. my life is boring.. yes yes still, I feel I've done a lot for today and its time now for me to hit the bed. So Goodnight world :)

P/s: I dont know if many of you feel the way I do.. but when you guys are on the tread mill do u feel that time passes so slow? Well if you do, try blasting some loud R&B or hard trance on your ipod next time. The drive to work out will rise from 0 to 100 because of the music, try try !!! I treadmill-ed for 1 hr today after body pump. MUAHAHHA! Sense of achievement, indeed. I hope tomorrow I wont eat 1 kg of oily chicken plus pasty with alot of fatty sauce or something as fattening as that because I will just lose it!! hehe

well well. be back soon.

2007-05-21T03:04:00.000+10:00

Paws walk @ Albert Park this whole morning and our (Shelley, Sabby, my sister, chris & I) feets are about to detach from our body. It was a fun-tas-tic breezy Sunday, fortunately and so we managed to walk 5km without rain but just PURE breeze and sun, at some point. There were so many dogs, among which I found some really rare and adorable which you'll be able to see from the pictures that I've posted up. Well as you can imagine, I'm really tired at the moment so I'll let the pictures do the talking :)

By the way, prior to Paws Walk .. Sabby & Shelley at my place along with 6 other dogs

This is where the FUN begun:

Then we decided to take a break somewhere along the trail because everyone was so exhausted:

Continued walking after some refresing ice chocolate:

THE MOST AMUSING ANIMAL I SAW IN PAWS WALK:

PIGGGG!!

And finally, A FAMILY PORTRAIT (:

Inspirational Books

2007-05-18T17:30:00.000+10:00

For all bored folks out there, you guys should read these books:

Kestrel for a knave is a very inspiring book which emphasizes alot about poverty and how societies of lower working class struggle through the classic slum. After reading this book, I looked at myself and compare my life with Billy (the main character of this book). What a luxuries life we live in now, purchasing items not to satisfy our needs but to satisfy our wants. A very interesting book that draws upon the Pastoral traditions which will keep you on your feet.

A Ragged Schooling is based on middle working class societies from the North. Robert who was there to endure through the period of Classical slum, managed to stray away from poverty by striving hard to persue towards his goal: to be a journalist. This book will enlighten us about the real experiences faced by middle working class citizens and how families managed to survive with a little bit of pennies earned from a whole day's of hard work through manual labour. Ragged Schooling is definately a fiction book not to be missed.

** I'm not any book dealer or librarian or whatever you call that. Just thought of sharing some books with you all, because I understand that there are people like me who go into Borders or any books shops, scrolling around thinking which books to get, because all the summaries (what I read prior to purchasing the book) are all pretty much fascinating.

Next to come: Mayada Daughter of Iraq: One Woman's Survival in Saddam Hussein's Torture Jail by Jean Sasson, Fat Forty and Fired by Nigel Marsh, Fashionistas: All is Fair in Fashion and War by Lynn Messina.

Till then people, have a good weekend (hopefully with the books that I've introduced). Be Safe!

PancakeParlour Crave.

2007-05-17T22:16:00.000+10:00

Its 10.16pm, I'm hungry, I'm doing my assignment, I'm facing so much stress for True North and I feel like eating canadian pancakes and ice chocolate in Pancake Parlour, and I'm going there at 11, but my goal is write 1000 words first. I'm on 343 words.

HURRRY UPPPP ! :D

Whinging Gets You Nowhere

2007-05-16T14:57:00.000+10:00

Well first up, I've decided to enlarge my font. Not that anyone complained about it, but I found it really difficult to read my own post all the time perhaps due to my deteriorating eyesight and my stubborn-ness to refuse wearing spectacles. I'm not trying to be vain or anything, its just that I feel really uncomfortable with spectacles. Its like putting a magnifyer on your skin. Well, personal preference!

Secondly, I've told myself to stop whinging about assignments/due dates because I believe, everyone has to go through this at some point and we should be lucky, having been given this chance to at least, explore the tertiary life many would have dreamt for. It's nothing special, really! Plenty of work to be done within a specfic date, inadequate sleeps and lack of social life is what we go through, if you ask me :) It gets fun sometimes, usually at the beginning of the semester where everyone's so carefree and would go out to parties and enjoy their nights, preferably (for us, students) with a stubby of Stella or something like that. Ok, now I think this is quite irrelevant but hey, it's my blog and I say whatever my heart tells me to (: If you don't favour what I say, simple click the 'x' button on the top right corner, thank you !

Next, I've made a promise to myself to stop acting up on a certain someone. I may be sarsactic, I may be mean, all unpleasant words you can find, yes direct it to me! and I wouldn't disagree but to put things straight, I don't beat around the bush. If something I don't quite like arouse me, then I'd reply to it according. However, lately I've been pondering about it and I don't think that I should act this way because life's too short to hate hence I'll try my best to be nice and to contradict myself. Let's all sif it works :) So does this means everyone can step on my head and I wouldn'tdo jack? No. I think everyone should have their boundaries and YOU should know what I'm talking about. Public and private spheres are two different worlds and sometimes, we should leave our indulgent, pampered selves at home and when we go out to have fun, we speak adult languages and comform to particular socio-economic level that everyone's in.

I understand we live in a liberal world today where everyone can have their own say, their own disagreement on a particular topic of interest but don't try to go TOO FAR, advancing your propaganda in something that place little to no significance in life. With this, I hope you, you and you would understand what I've been trying to point out and I hope, I didn't offend anyone. Well if I did, sincere apology! You're meant to read it with a chill pill and not get all angst-y about it. You're more than welcome to comment on what I've said on my tagboard if you do not concur with my 'logics'. Well, if this doesn't work then FAREfuckingWELL, champ! So much for being nice. Heheh

Okay, enough said. Well I shall declare playtime with Punto and Peanut now and work by sorry ass off after :(( Oh, I MUST share this with ya'll, the other night upon completing my stroybook, I entered my room to grab a few garments and was about to hit the shower when I saw this:

They were on my bed, waiting for me as I pick my pyjamas. I must say I have the most lovable dogs ever who love me & Chris unconditionally :)

2007-05-16T02:15:00.000+10:00

I've had people coming to me asking, are you refering your (previous) entry to her, or him or that person? NOOOOO! You're all wrong. I'm refering it to someone most of you wouldn't know.

Its someone I grew up with back home in JB. Not in Melbourne, not in anywhere else. ARGHHHHH !! So, stop asking me now, I hope! Do you wanna know her telephone number so you can call her and ask? Well.. might as well!

Some boyfriend/girlfriends can be quite extreme. I feel sorry for her, but no matter what I'll always stick by you and help you thru this. You know I will even if it means talking on the phone with you until 6am in the morning.

**Sorry I'm not in the best of mood. Phone has been ringing non stop, backache, diarrhoea and in need of sleep!

JackAss

2007-05-15T19:29:00.000+10:00

I said something, then erased it. Don't know if I should post it up, but yeah all I wanna say is:

No NEED for all THAT !

ok. 1 book down, 1 more to go then start working my ass off :( HAIH. Btw, I cooked pasta for dinner today and OMG IT WAS SUCCESFUL! a bit too much chicken though, but that was Chris' fault for putting everything in. He says: The more the merrier.

Overall, a dull day but its all good with the sweet guy around :))

I feel loved :D

Piktoores & Loves.

2007-05-14T21:09:00.000+10:00

Some pictures, as promised :)

Sabby's house:

EAT PUDDINGx2 !

3somes AGAIN :D

We didn't take any pictures at Vic Mark because everyone was so stressed up, so many dogs, so many people and everywhere we go, everyone seem to be tumbling over something. LOL ! But while waiting for Chris, we saw 2 camels! I know it's always there, but I don't always bring my camera to Vic Mark. HEHE! So here,

& mum once told me that camels symbolize money because of their hump and their ability to store a lot in their hump. I don't know if it makes any sense but I'd like to think so. haha!

****
Uhhh and by the way, Welcome to the blogging world, Shelley! Where the fun starts and the addiction kicks in ~~for the first few months~~

Play Like a Child

2007-05-14T05:23:00.000+10:00

It's really fun sometimes, playing and acting like a child in front of your friends who don't judge you but love you for who you truly are & I love my circle of friends. Nothing in this world would I trade for my circle of friends (:

Everything we did today was pretty much blogged by sabby and shelley so I really don't find it necessary to blog about it :D The Champs does a better job than me at describing stuffs :D
and oh, if there's anyone who reads my blog on a regular basis ~~(or if I even have any blog readers)~~, you guys should check out Shelley's blog on the link. It's really cool and her poor boyfriend sat down on his lappie and spent the night doing it for this girl.

Everyone should visit her blog and tag her. ALL HAIL TO HER BOYFRIEND! lol. Anyhoo I just got back from Sabby's and I'm pretty damn tired ><

Pictures are coming up very shortly (: Maybe later tonight because as I type now, my eyes are slowly shutting and I really think I should pull up the blankets and tuck myself to bed.

...GOODNIGHT, WORLD :)

2007-05-09T20:22:00.000+10:00

It's so fun to stay home on a rainy day, collapse onto your couch, glue yourself on it and switch on foxtel :) Now I know why Chris prefers to stay home and chill rather than to go out and have fun. I've been going out so much these days that I feel so sick.

I find it really satisfying when you work and play because you won't feel guilty of spending your parent's money when you're out having fun while they're slogging for every single penny just so that you can have a better live, ahead of others.

Sometimes it gets too tiring though, if you work 3 days a week or something. You will know it when your ankles start to hurt like a biatch, your shoulders sore from bending over the bar to serve customers (on a busy night, that is) and your neck's reached a point where you have to pull off some unglam strecthing infronta people by doing a 2mins head yoga session.

Too add with, you sometimes pity yourself so bad when you're washing the glasses, emptying ashtrays or cutting lemons and turn back, only to look at people having so much fun, dancing to their favourite beats while intoxicated. No no, don't get me wrong. I'm not that desperate for money and I love my job although sometimes I envy people having fun while I'm working. Um perhaps envy is not the right word, maybe discontented.

UGhh I should stop ranting about nothing. HEHE. It's such a quiet night tonight I'd usually pump my house up with music and blast the TV since it's a landed property but Chris has a presentation tomorrow and heaps of assignments due soon. A student's struggle. They should ban assignments I swear. & probably abolish the word/act "procrastinate" because it's the MAIN killer to us (students). It's so unhealthy. Grr. I can hear the noise of the laundry spinning, the trickling/peaceful flow of the fish tank and at the corner, my sister chuckling.

This is driving me insane.

readingSpree

2007-05-08T21:59:00.000+10:00

My life is so boring these days.

Uni and a TERRIBLE CRAMP!
Went to Chaddy (to get Alvin a present)
walk around for a bit
Uni again this time for my horrendous presentation
went to boxhill to get Alvin a bday cake
Doncaster for Alvin's bday dinner, it was YUMMMY
Came home, watched a bit of TV and
now.. here I am, blogging.

Boring isn't it? I TOLD YOU SO !!

Anyway Chris bought me 3storybooks today to spice up my boring life a little bit and I'm so happy (: Reading on a couch until I dose off is one of my favourite passtime. hehe.

So its time now for me to switch off all the lights and on my side lamp to READ MY BORING LIFE AWAY! I'll leave uni work for tomorrow. For now, all I really want is to CHILL with my books (:

Pls say you admire my lifestyle. hahahahaha

Time to hide in my little pigeon hole. ciao.

2007-05-04T02:53:00.000+10:00

Managed to catch Spiderman 3 after uni. It was really good, I think. At least its a movie I didn't fall asleep to maybe because of its constant 'BAAAAA' where it keeps you on your feet. Anyhow, I was really tired in the cinema and although the movie was good, I had a little bit of a headache because of the walls climbing and gadgets flying round in circles. HAHA. Fyi, I get headaches very easily.

Before the movie, Chris and Sabby had an eating competition so each of them had to finish a plate of pork chop rice with fried egg. I was told to join the competition too and because I can not eat very fast, I had a 5 minute head start. I thought I did well until their food came. 2 mins after their food came, I decided to just eat at my own paste because they were practically gobbling their food down. I wonder how they do it! Anyway I admit defeat to that because I just can't do it. It reached a point where I just stuff it all in my mouth and drink tea to swallow it but for some strange psychological reasons ~~or not~~ I ended up chewing it again which again, takes a longer time!

Btw, when I said that Sabby and Chris eat fast, I don't mean that they eat in a disgustingly-fast-not-chewing manner, but a gentel and fast paste. Oh my.. I think I will have enough of food competitions for a very long time. Phobia. Anyway, we arrived Crown at 8.00pm and our movie was at 9.30, so we went to the casino for a bit, where I won 30 on roulette and I think Chris won 25 or something. Then before leaving Chris dug his pocket to see if he's got any spare change for the pockies machine where he found 1 dollar. Dumped it into the machine and whoaaalaaa 48 bucks. Collected win and say byebye to Crown casino.

What a Thursday :)

2007-05-02T14:56:00.001+10:00

CHRIS is a rottweiler puppy! how funny is that? LOL

You Are a Rottweiler Puppy

Powerful, smart, and protective.
You're eager to growl at anyone you hate - but you're a big sweetheart inside.

What Breed of Puppy Are You?

2007-05-02T14:48:00.001+10:00

You Are a Dalmation Puppy

Kind, bright, and very energetic.
Firemen love to pat your little head.

What Breed of Puppy Are You?

A bucket-full of Emotions

2007-05-01T01:56:00.000+10:00

So yesterday we all decided to head down to top 1 (karaoke). We had corona's and a few shots at the bar. It was rather awkward in the beginning because we didn't know some people there but the peculiar feelings ended as soon as Shelley and Forry arrived.

We were drinking while singing (yelling rather) and as you might be able to picture it in your head, we had almost forgotten about the existence of everyone else outside the karaoke room. The fun lasted for quite some time and little did we know that Ian was intoxicated.

We've always figured that Ian's the drinking champ and would never, in his life get drunk. However, I would like to assume that yesterday was one of those days where everyone was happy and at the right frequency, when he all of a sudden stood up and started walking crookedly in circles. It was pretty hilarious though. We spent little considering, to obtain this high-ness which usually would sum up to about 100bucks each.

Hmm. On a lighter note, I've been chilling on the sofa for the whole friggin day and I'm feeling rather restless atm. Its 2.10am fyi but I'm as awake as a person who's had coke syrup and probably 10redbulls and 3 V's. I wonder why. Time to slap myself back to reality and get my lazy arse back to work. Exam's around the corner, assignments deadline are coming up in no time. I should really do something now before I regret, hey? Oh. youth media presentation next week. I wonder why they allocate presentations when we are not even assesed for it.

The weird planning of institutions is about to kill my brain cells, completely!

After Recovery Syndrome*

2007-04-26T20:35:00.000+10:00

I've FINALLY recovered after a long long while. So, after finishing up my assignments that have been overdue (but thank god for kind lecturers I got an extension for the first time of my life) and brushing up on a week's worth of work that I've missed out on, I managed to have some fun. I'm lucky to have friends like Sabby, Shelley, Ian and a sweet understanding boyfriend who saw me struggle my ass off. Then when everything's done, I got the best reward EVER. Last week and this week was the best times I've had so far :D After submitting my assignment, I was so happy and although I haven't been sleeping for the past 3 days, stressing over my assignment, I still managed to go out with all of them and had a bit to drink. Here's a picture taken by me in Chris' car after submitting my assignment

To cheer me up before I head off to work, the girls, Chris and Ian accompanied me for dinner at Crown. Managed to camwhore for a bit.

The next day, the girls and Ian came over, along with Shelley's friend from Canberra, Clara who was Malaysianized by us. - Nice ar? LOL (insider's joke). & so they finished up the slab of Carlton Cold and by the end of the night, everyone was as drunk as .. I don't know what. You'll see (:

A SLAB OF COLDIE, SHARED BY 4 =

SHELLEY, CLARA -.-

LOL, Lucky Ian's unglam picture didn't make it to my blog coz he was sleeping in the room.

Then, all of us decided to go clubbing since I don't always get the chance to club cos I'm working on most weekends. It was Anzac day on Wednesday so we went to Baroq on Tuesday night. The club was pretty weird. No smoking inside which is good for non-smokers and bad for smokers, and at the start of the night, everyone was sandwiched and we had practically no space on the dancefloor. Drinks were ridiculously expensive. We wanted to get 8 jagerbombs, 13bucks each. So I told the barmate to give me 3redbulls and 8jager shots. He said: 'hang on a minute, I can't do it'. WTF? you sell redbull, you sell jagermister, you sell jagerbombs, but why can't you sell it separately? LOL, Anyhow when you go clubbing/ anywhere at all with a fun crowd, you tend to block off everything else and enjoy your night. & that's exactly what I did :) I had 10shots, believe it or not and only QUITE tipsy. I didnt puke whatsoever. I had 5tequila shots (of which 1 was with tobasco sauce!!), 1 sambucca black, 1 headfuck, 1 quickfuck, 1 chartreuse & 1 shot recomended by the bartender I think it was a mix of midori, raspberry cordial, fresh lime, cointreau and pineapple juice. Well, it tasted like that.. Nice though (: I'll try it next time.

Okay. Enough of ranting and reminiscing about Tuesday night. Let the pictures describ e the rest.

retarded chris

my fav girls & their favourite vodka

WE LOVE VODKAS (:

The manager of BAROQ

When we're tipsy.

LOVE is in the air

MY FAVOURITE GIRLS. MY THR33SOM3S

& the sweetest boyfriend to wrap up my night (:

2007-04-23T06:21:00.000+10:00

I NEED A BREAK !

fucking sick.

2007-04-12T01:28:00.001+10:00

I woke up today with stuffy nose, abit of a headache (similar feeling as hangovers), stomach discomfort and pipping hot fever. Worst thing of all, I remembered that I've got an assignment due on Friday. Checked my diary, and tadaaaa I really have an assignment due, so I was feeling all shitty and trying to do the readings, only to find out a few hours later that it is actually due on Monday cos Friday is still a holiday.

How smart. Anyhow, the threesomes never fail to put a smile on my face in times like this. Even if it means chatting on the MSN, talking on the phone or exchanging text, they've always help brighten my days :) & of course, chris too ! :D I've been so busy these few weeks - working, assignments and hanging out =P oh, the highlight of the day! Pudding is with me; finally in safe arms and a good home though i'm going to pass him over to sabby. But I know FOR SURE that Sabby will take good good care of him !

oh shit my nose is leaking (again) ! Will update more later ;) CHEERS

2007-04-01T19:54:00.000+10:00

This week was too tiring! I worked from Thursday to Saturday, and my entire body is sore from carrying all those glasses, bags and more bags of ice, empty bottles and ashtrays. But I really enjoy working in Charltons although it can be extremely taxing. Maybe its the atmosphere there, and everyone's like a family plus the threesomes and Chris & the rest are always there so I feel like I'm enoying while at the same time, playing. hehe.

OH and before I forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY RATHA! Went for lunch with him yesterday and after that went to vic market. We bought Punto a sprayer, so whenever he barks the sprayer would release some sort of smell that they hate and thats how they'd stop barking(hopefully).

Anyway, Shelley, Sabby, Chris and all went clubbing while I was working on Friday, and came back to get me when I finished. Then we had a bitch talk about a certain someone. Also, we managed to take a few pictures to add to out limited collections of pictures. Excuse the picture quality. Attached with this are the pictures we took at Fawker Park, St. Kilda 2 sundays ago :D With the threesomes and chris (: Twas a nice day and so we decided to take them out together - nana, dolce, peanut and punto.

the thr3es0mes and peijian

peanut & punto

dolce, peanut

peanut<3

Latte (:

peanut & punto fast asleep on Shelley's couch (:

Bukan Cinta Biasa.

2007-03-20T12:28:00.000+11:00

Dua keyakinan beza. Masalah pun tak sama. Ku tak ingin dia ragu. Mengapa mereka selalu bertanya. Cintaku bukan di atas kertas, cintaku getaran yang sama. Tak perlu dipaksa, tak perlu dicari. Kenaku ada jawapnya?

2007-03-19T16:25:00.000+11:00

I've been drinking like an alcoholic these past few days and it makes me really sick. But with fun companion, anything goes! We went to the karaoke yesterday and besides blowing our lungs off, we were all wasted (again) too! Well, I'm not really in the mood for a long entry, but here let the pictures of the 3 fucking champs describe it all.

I heart the th3r3esom3s (:

Congratulations, Shelley on getting her 2nd puppy.

2007-03-18T17:54:00.000+11:00

First and foremost, allow me to shout a BIG THANKS to Ann, for accompanying me to drink til I got fucking wasted yesterday night. & Ryan, for adding to it. See, we went to Charltons to drink and I was pretty high already when Ryan came up to me and said "Hey Jolyna, the management thinks that you don't have enough drink.. So here, drink this!" & My god I think it was 100% alcohol without any mixes and it got me real bad! That wasn't it. In crown when I started to sober up already we had a bit to munch on then carried on to Shelley's and continued drinking but it wasn't that bad cos we only had 2 vodka lemonade ribena each. haha. I did not get drunk on that.. HOWEVER!! I had a bad migrain when the alcohol wared off and when I started drinking again.

& Today, I woke up at 4.30pm :) Fucking sweet! I haven't been sleeping this well for ages. Its always me sleeping later than Chris and waking up before him. Well well well, if you haven't already know, Shelley got her 2nd puppy, Gabana. So now she's got 2 poms named Dolce&Gabana. How cute! Well you tell me..

2007-03-15T02:06:00.000+11:00

After the 3months holiday, when you know uni has started and there's no more chance for you to muck around, you'll feel really monotonous- & that's exactly how I'm feeling at the moment. I miss my parents, my sister and my friends back there especially when I think about the nights spent sitting around doing absolutely nothing. AHH!! it's so nice to do whatever you want to, without having to worry about datelines and so forth. After awhile, I sort of slap myself back to reality, only to look at my current desk pilled up with lecture notes, assignments and books and that's when I feel like just buying the next plane ticket to Malaysia and fly myself home. :(

I miss JB!

& to make things worse, here are some of the pictures taken in Singapore, JB and KL.

I missssss Malaysia!

Korean BBQ by the beach- Eugene's Bday

Night Safari, Singapore with the family.

Chocolate fondue at 11pm. mmmmmmmm

St. James Powerhouse- Singapore with my couz, Josephine.

St. James Powerhouse- anne,genne, martin my cousin

CNY with my 2 adorable nieces - phoebe and eunice :)

my cousins, the handsomes. lol martin & marcus

My pillar of support who love me heaps

Dolce when you're bored - lynette and my sister

& last but not least, my-carefree-self.

=( I feel sad

2007-03-13T00:51:00.000+11:00

Doesn't matter what the circumstances would be, I'd still be stubborn and play by my rules. All my life whenever you say things that may be offensive to me, I bow down and although I tend to belittle you at times, I never fail to apologize and disregard you as family member but this time round, if you are not doing anything about your egoistic character then I'm sorry, Goodbye!

Anyway, I'm pretty damn tired today. Woke up at 1, lunch at Boxhill then off to city. Brought the dogs to walk around melb uni with dolce and shelley :D It was good fun but tiring and punto and peanut weren't feeling too well, they were vomitting- weird yellow-ish liquid which, Chris and I think are from the teething bones. & the highlight of the day is, I've finally discovered that my dogs could swim. haha. We, being naughty threw dolce peanut and punto (1 at a time) into the pool to have a laugh about it.. and believe me when I say they look so cute in the pool as if they're struggling for survival. lol

:D Till then. I'm pretty tired. Nights!

2007-03-10T15:23:00.000+11:00

Maybe I'm feeling emotional, maybe I'm feeling helpless. It's things like that, that makes me sick. I'm feeling really depress about it and I hope with time, things will change. But how much longer? Are we able to sustain for another year or 2?

Oh well.

One Fine Day.

2007-02-05T16:03:00.000+11:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY EUGENE :)

I did so much these past few days that my whole body is numb as I type this entry. See on the 2nd (Saturday) Courtney and her dad came from Melbourne to visit me. So I brought them to Danga Bay to have a look, with the hope of bringing them to Rumah Limas the 'traditional' Malaysian food but little did I know that the place is under renovation. Then we ended up in some crapy noodle house.

Yesterday, I woke up at 6.45 am to accompany my sister for a photo shoot in Singapore. We walk and walk and walk and by 3pm, I was having a bad migrain which I think is the cause of lack of sleep but I carried on to help her change her clothes and all until about 6.30, we went to vivo city to walk around.. managed to swallow 2 panadols there as well :) Then I felt better :D And soon later, we ended up in the best hawker in Singapore at Pasir Panjang. We ate chut chut, gong gong, kangkung sambal... and u know the normal hawker food. & as soon as we got home, I showered and without drying my hair, I was fast asleep. I swear eversince I got home, this past few days had been the most tiring days of my trip.

Anyhow. Everything went well and Oh, before I forget.. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY EUGENE! & I hope you'll like the ipod from chris and me :D The Korean food was YUMMMY ! I'll upload more pictures soon guys. Bare with me cos my internet connection at home sucks. Really. Well enough of blabbering, dad's getting angry cos I've been sitting in his office, bugging him the whole day and using his table to surf friendster and blog. LOL I think I better get going soon before I see an angry man standing in front of me. haha.

Will update soon. Have a nice day, guys. Loveee.

2007-01-23T17:30:00.000+11:00

& so Chris left. I wonder why time flies when you're having fun and time passes so slow when you're bored. It's really weird. One more month and I'll be flying back to Melbourne.

The Wedding.

2007-01-16T08:10:00.000+11:00

And so we arrived JB at 1am, after my cousin's wedding dinner. It was good, really. Managed to escape early with the boyfriend, Joanne and Eugene. We then went to a martini bar where I (finally) had my lychee martini. It was FANTABULOUS. Anyone who haven't tried lychee martini should kick yourselves in the butt cos its the best drink ever. Then Chris sent us to the hotel and stayed a nite at the cramped-up room together (4 of us on 1 queen size bed). We, being dumb didn't know how to turn on the aircon and slept the whole night without wind. It was suffering but all of us were too tired to bother, and when we woke up, we saw Eugene on the floor, cuddling up with ALL of the thick blankets. Twas hilarious. Anyhow, it was nice spending a weekend there :)

Oh and I just came back from Danga Bay with the twins.. We did a hell lot today but long story cut short, Dil EATS a hell lot. HAHA! & the motor scooter thinggy was damn cool. I'll upload the pics when I get them. Whenever I go out with them, I tend to laugh too much causing excessive wind in my tummy which hurts like a bitch. I'm sorry for my vulgarity but you'll get used to it pretty soon :) I LOVE YOU DIL & HUN !! Before I sleep, here are the pics taken in the martini bar and my cousin's wedding :

Evelyn & EngEng =)

:)

My Sister & me

Chris & me

@ the bar, Lychee Martini!

& again :)

2007-01-13T04:34:00.000+11:00

Never had I experienced such a bad flood. I was stuck in the jam, along with Louis for practically the whole day and it's pretty pathetic, don't you think? In my opinion, it has reached a certain extend where global warming can not be tolerated nomore. Judging from the number of people being hooked to nicotine, air pollution by all types of vehicles and the rubbish we (Malaysians) throw down the river/ out of the window, I think we'd be taught a lesson in the next 10 years or so. Like what Chris said "Mother Earth is angry with us." Uh Oh. We should better act fast, and really stop the bad habits that's been causing this disasterous weather. Anyhow, I took a couple of pictures of the flood but it's blurry. Oh, & I thought I was lucky being able to at least stop by city plaza for a couple of soothing beers with Benji & Louis before heading off to the jammed-up roads again. What a fantastic day !

On a lighter note, I'll be going to KL tomorrow with the parents, Joanne and Eugene for my cousin's wedding. Then, then then BABYY I'LL BE SEEING YOU TOMORROW ! :D Before you leave for Hongkong, lemme belatedly give you your Christmas present. Then only the following week, I'll be seeing you here in JB !! YAHHOOO. Finally ! :) Make sure you wear nice nice, comb your hair or mess up your hair nice nice before I see you at my cousin's wedding. HAHA!

K, nuff said. Here are some pictures of the flood & City Plaza with Benji & Louis =)

Louis & Benji.

Enjoying some beers.

In a nice environment ;P

But the flood ruined everything :(

Party Party Party !

2007-01-11T21:25:00.000+11:00

Dolce last night (again). I don't know why but the clubbing scene doesn't really interest me nomore which leaves me to the vey last resort, drinking. I lost count of how many tequila shots I had, but I was pretty damn high. I'm sorry Louis I had to blabber so much to you, I don't think you even know what was I rattling about half (or more) of the time. haha! I was happy though :D Been awhile since I got wasted. I'm still having a bit of a hang over so I'm just gonna let the piccas do the talking.

Goodbye, Kenneth.

2007-01-11T18:12:00.000+11:00

It's always emotional bidding goodbye to your friends, especially those who managed to grab a 'trustworthy' spot in your heart. However this time round I'm really happy for you, kok because I know that you're only going to the States for the better, not for the worst of your future undertakings. Also, I was long moulded into the impression that you're the type of person that would die for brotherhood and cherish your friends till the very last day and for that, I wouldn't be too concerned about seeing you again, otherwise the last solution is just to fly myself to San Francisco yea? :) Those times spent reminiscing about life would definately be missed. Well, all in all Thank you for everything, Kenneth and I'll definately miss you heaps! Like I did when I was in Australia. Bon Voyage.

*I hope I managed to sketch a smile on your face :)

2006-11-16T16:20:00.000+11:00

Thanks to body pump, my whole body is aching. haha.

To make things worst, I am working 3 days a week for this week.
Tonight, friday and saturday night.

Fucking shag.

2006-11-08T23:08:00.000+11:00

Often we come across people saying "look that's a pretty boy" but how often do we come across people saying "look that's a handsome girl".

Uh. I'm just feeling a bit..random.

2006-11-08T19:52:00.000+11:00

Finally. Tomorrow is my last paper. Tomorrow I shall get DRUNK. Tomorrow I will start losing the fats that's been making me bloated (hopefully). Tomorrow onwards I shall start bring the pups for walk frequently. Tomorrow I shall burn my books and notes that's been giving me headache. Tomorrow I will sleep my day and night away.

Um. Seems like a lot :)

Oh, anyway. Guys! We'll be celebrating Punto&Peanut's birthday at St.Kilda park on the 11th of November, at about 11am. Come come. Text/leave me a msg here if you're interested. Pudding, Baby, Tucker, Dolce, Tokio, Duffy and hopefully Charlie will be coming (:

2006-11-05T22:29:00.000+11:00

Sociology paper tomorrow and I've got one whole topic to go. Sigh. Wish me luck I need heaps of luck. Cos I got a bad feeling about my paper tomorrow. We are told to write two essays worth of i-dont-know-how-many words long but I think the question is going to come out totally opposite from what I've studied. Sigh.

2006-11-05T00:16:00.000+11:00

Fucking.exhausted.

2006-11-03T03:52:00.000+11:00

Ku suka lagu i will survive

apa lagi ketika ku hidup without u by my side

after so many nights dengar i will survive song

i think im wrong

please come back dong

kau rasa from the outer space

membuat ku depress

u have that stupid look and i look stupid too

kita cocok, kita cocok

ketika kau pergi, walk out the door,

tinggalkan diriku yang sedang belajar more.

ku jadi combo

Yes i know i will not survive,

tanpa dirimu di sisiku i wont stay alive

& I dont have a life to live

our love again i will not survive

ku coba mempertahan

menghibur diriku dengan banyak banyak makan

I spend so many nights pikir tentang restaurant

tetapi ternyata tidak berminat

If u see me with nobody new,

pesan that little person still in love with you, you know

sudah ku cuba mencari pengganti mu

tapi tak ada, yang berminat

Yes i know i will not survive

tanpa dirimu di sisiku, I wont stay alive

& I dont have a life to live

our love again, I will not survive.

2006-11-03T03:39:00.000+11:00

One step after another,

I search myself.

it is deep and full of questions...

I keep knotting the wire within my eyelashes;

at times, I return

where I have left myself,

sometimes the same, sometimes heavier

with happenings and passing.

Known alienations call me

from the burning waves of liberty

and in the mirror, a frown,

the same face of other me.

2006-11-03T03:34:00.000+11:00

How adorable.

2006-11-03T02:33:00.000+11:00

Studying can be fun when you get comfy. Err. Maybe.

This is what I mean =)

2006-11-02T02:53:00.000+11:00

Ah. I found atap chi (palm seed) in the asian grocery last weekend. Hehe. I felt so at home for once, drink tiger beer, eat atap chi while watching America's next top model. How satisfying and mind you, I've got an exam in 4 days. How lax.

Anyway, LynnDhia sent me a link where you can dress up dolls and its simply amusing. Check out www.i-dressup.com/fashion, I think I spent 1 hour trying to match a Victoria Beckham look a like. Think I' m just bored. & needless to say, procrasting.

All the guilt. Study la.

2006-11-01T17:58:00.000+11:00

Peanut turned one year old on 29th October. Happy Birthday Peanut baby (:

& on 29th November, Punto will be one year old too (: We didn't do much for Peanut on her birthday 'cept to the park with Tucker and Punto. But after chris' and my exams, we are thinking of celebrating their birthday at St.Kilda park.

Told Em to bring Charlie, Angeline & Keith to bring Baby, my sister to bring Tucker, Shelly to bring Dolce, Carol to bring Pudding, Marianne to bring Tokio and I'll bring Peanut & Punto. Well if I missed out anyone whos got a small / medium sized dog. PLS PLS PLS come (: 11th of November, St. Kilda park.

Anyway, here's what my sister bought for Peanut on her bday! :)

2006-11-01T17:54:00.000+11:00

Here, Diane.

2006-11-01T02:40:00.000+11:00

Man. I should seriously practice my pool since I work at a ~~bar~~ pool place. Anyway, this picture was taken before my exams, after Diane's exams. We met up for dinner then pool at Charltons (where I work).

Sleep, I shall (:

2006-10-31T00:35:00.000+11:00

I'm procrastinating yet again.yayy. As you can see, my 2nd paper is just one week away but I'm still blogging, chatting and laughing my soul away while youtube-ing on animal talents. Anyway.. I was just speaking to Alvin (my sister's bf) about dog brands cos he is intending to open a pet clothing company in Melbourne. So we thought of tiny toots, peers 'n' poopers, googoopups(chris' ms nick), and heaps more but we haven't really decided on one. Haha its funny how you come along with cute irritating names for dogs. Ideas anyone?

Blehh. my blog have been so dead. To make things worse, my chatterbox have flew away because no one leaves any message. haha. Until I have the mood, I'll start making a new one.. but right now, I really don't care. I might want to remove the password cos I do not see any point in putting up one when I don't usually blog. Well we'll see after the exams cos I really don't want to spend another 3 days contemplating if I should remove my password, or if I should make redesign my blog. blehh.

Well now I think its time to sleep. I'm exhausted from excessive dog-brands-thinking. Does it make sense to you? Ahh. who cares. Noone reads it anyway. Goodnight myself. HAAAA.

2006-10-25T18:04:00.000+10:00

I'll pay someone to answer this for me:

"Explain what is meant by the term 'policy' and show its relevance to the field of communication studies."

Sitting for my media paper tomorrow and its driving me crazy. So many theories/theorist to memorize. But anyway I've been quite slack, like I'm not THAT worried cos I've already passed this paper with 51%, so the exam will determine whether I get a credit, distinction or high distinction. Not good.

At the rate I'm going I think my overall mark would be 52%, 1% out of sympathy. HAHA! I look at the past year questions and I'm like Err. whats this? whats that? LOL. But anyway my knowledge of media improved from negative % to around 40%, thanks to my dear Sueann who is ever so patient with me. She helped me heaps (:

Anyway, Goodluck to everyone's who is sitting for their finals (: If you feel stressed because u know nuts, dont worry! Down a whole bottle of carlton draught/victoria bitter/ stella/ whatever you can get a hold of, and just sleep (: Hope this helps. HAHA!

2006-10-23T01:17:00.000+10:00

I'm isolating myself from all those city night lives, alcohols, day time shopping from bridge road all the way to bourke street, pass collins street ;) JUST because of exams.

Err. 23rd of October, which means I've got 3 more days to study for media. Probably one of the toughest subject ever because its got so many theories to memorize its INSANE in the MEMBRAIN. Ugggh. Think I'm really going mental.

I don't know why but when it hits exam period or when I'm doing my assignment, I tend to enjoy everything else I do, besides getting my ass down to work. Like I enjoy washing clothes, making up my bedroom or even washing the toilet, which on normal days, I tend not to do ! So so weird. & I procrastinate too :)

Anyway, time to get down to work now, before I start procrastinating even more :(

2 more years before I bid goodbye to good ole Monash !!

& See you on 3rd of December, MALAYSIA. woot.

2006-10-02T21:21:00.000+10:00

omg. what a fcuked up week!

I've NEVER submitted my essay late before. But this time, I've got no bloody choice. I'm freaking pissed with myself for not doing it any earlier. I had 2 essays, each worth 40% due today. I've completed one, but I'm still struggling with the other one. Its about the use of estasy pills in electronic dance (Trance/House music) and how it creates moral panic to our society. Omg can't believe I'm doing a lame ass research on this.

I'm so tempted to write in my essay that - there's no fcuking threat to our society with people consuming drugs. They're only human. If they wanna live life miserably, so be it. Let 'em be ! But obviously, I got no balls to do it :| Bleh. Imagine life without assignments, imagine uni students without exams. I LIKE =)

A slap back to reality.

2006-09-27T18:28:00.000+10:00

Went to QBH yesterday, twas fun as hell (: I was absolutely high. I'm sorry guys if I didnt let you know that I left. I was really tipsy (but I knew what i was doing and I did NOT puke) so Alvin sent me home first, then chris came home after work. It was so funny how Chris told his other bartender workmates that asians push their limit to drink, and next thing you know, some guy came beside them and puke the shitoutta his head.

Sometimes, its best to know your limits and stop when you're done. Cos at the end of the day you do nothing but trouble others (to send you home, prepare buckets for you to puke in, and the most disgusting thing ever, to clean up your smelly pukes). I remember 2 weeks ago some asian chiq went to charlton and started her night with 2 quickfucks, 2 tequila shorts and 1 jagerbomb. Then next thing you know, she spent the rest of her night at the toilet bowl.

Being the only girl working, I was asked to enter the toilet to check on her, and look at what she had for lunch, I swear .. she had some purple congee that looked really sticky and its the most disgusting thing I've ever seen = The toilet cleaner dont come in at night, so I had to clean up and the worst thing is, that chiq cant even aim for nuts. She had to puke all over the toilet bowl. My god.

Hehe. Anyway, last week was gay night at charltons, I was so tempted to snap a few pictures and post it up on my blog for my friends in Malaysia cos we don't so such thing back there. You get to see BIG BIG guys with like 3 layers of fats on their waist wear g-string. Hmm. & chiqs can't enter but I got to enter cos I was working.. not on gay night but on the 2nd floor. I was impressed by the crowd, their dressing, how they make out and do their stuff. Its as if, they block you out and think you're invincible.

I was just standing at the corner, speaking to my friend and all of a sudden this 2 guys (about 40 years old) came in between us to make out, touch each other's butt, and 2 mins later, undress each other to their g-string and went into the dark room. Okay now. The dark room is where they have sex with friends/people they dont know. The reason why they call it dark room is because it's really really dark, no lights whatsoever and u get to have sex with people you dont know or friends. Of course, they provide condoms and lubricants (or however its spelled). & it's in a closed up area, with black curtains surrounding the place so u wouldnt be able to see it :) At first, I was traumatised by their actions but I'm cool with it now :)

Its a good experience I guess. I'm sorry guys but I couldnt take any photos cos apparently, my manager said that this gay night is a really private thing and they don't like people to take photos and NO GIRLS although i saw some lesbians (: Oh, and I found their pants rather interesting cos most of them wear long leather pants with like a big hole at the butt cos others get to poke them. Hehe.

Hmmm. I hope you guys had fun reading & imagining. I just thought I could share my experience. Sorry though if I gross-ed u up! :)

Time for dinner with Jay, Marcus and Su-Chien all the way at BOXHILLLL the closest to mamak we can find. HAHA.

MUAH.

2006-09-27T18:26:00.000+10:00

I lurve karaoke :)

2006-09-20T07:56:00.000+10:00

I HATE ESSAYS !!

& I repeat, I HATE ESSAYS !!

2006-09-16T18:07:00.000+10:00

Sincere apology yet again for not updating this blog :) Well. I've been extremely busy for the past few weeks.. catching up with friends, assignments, class test, work and the list goes on :) Everyday I tell myself to update or say something on this blog but as soon as I get home, I lie flat on my bed and migrate to lalaland :D Sorry Sorry !

But everything's alright. 've tryna juggle at my very best since I'm working on most weekends now and it's really tiring. As much as it's tiring and the pay is not very good, I really really enjoy it at work cos my workmates/managers are ultra nice. So I came back from work at 5am yesterday and as soon as I reached home, my feet ached so bad, my head spinned 360degrees for like a million times and I see my bed.. immediately I hopped on bed without changing/bathing. Eww. But I was THAT tired :)

I'm working tonight as well and as I work I feel so bloody guilty knowing that I've got 1 essay worth 40% and 1 seminar presentation worth 45% awaiting me. I haven't even gotten any references yet but I will start browsing through journals in a minute. Well. I'm only here to let my dear friends (who're still reading my blog) know what I'm still alive and kickin'. I'll update soon (: See you guys soon and have a good weekend.

" If you don't place a value on yourself, someone else will."

2006-09-04T01:37:00.000+10:00

Happy Birthday to my dearest sister, Joanne :)
You're too old, I know even know how old are you now. sorry ! lol.

&

Happy Birthday to David :)
t'was fun drinking with you at beachclub, but sorry for leaving so early.. chris and i were so damn sick :S

Well, there goes my weekend. All dedicated to work. But it paid off, I got my pay from last week and I'm pretty happy. At least I wont have to dig out the money from my allowance to pay for punto and peanut's desexing :) Punto's undergoing his desex operation this Thursday, followed by Peanut after her heat is over.

Then WEEE. They'd be freed in the parks without having us to keep tracting their leashes, and worrying about them humping other bitches or being humped by other male dogs :) Punto's maturing, which is a good thing. He's not that playful anymore cos he's hit puberty. How funny, even dogs changes as they hit puberty. haha!

On a lighter note, Chris is getting his car soon and we're going to move to the suburb. so byebye city life (: I guess it'd still be the same cos we'll be visiting the city frequently. But I think its a good thing cos suburb don't have a lot of entertainments, which means, its time for us to really sit down and focus on our work :)

Speaking of which, I've got a heap load of work awaiting me, staring at me while I type this entry. So bye bye guys, time for me to switch on my nerdy mode :S

2006-08-26T21:17:00.000+10:00

Guys, I'm working at charlton now on friday & saturdays. Ysterday was my first day at work and it was fantabulous ! I worked from 10pm to close, and by the time I got back, I was dead (drunk and tired). HAHA!

Well see you guys, I'm going to work now.

HAVE FUN

2006-08-21T23:35:00.000+10:00

My sincere apology for the previous post guys, but then again who reads my blog anyway? haha. This place becomes somewhere for me to vend my anger/frustration in written words. lol. Anyway, haven't been doing anything lately but really really tired from the class test and assignment which I was finding hard to cope with, like I said in the previous post.

Sigh. I don't know why but I really really miss my family. This doesn't happen often but when it does, it hits me real bad. Like all of a sudden, I'd feel like my life is so empty and mundane cos my parents and sisters are not here to cause havoc. Not like Chris is ignoring me or anything.. but its just that I wanna see my mummy and daddy cos I havent seen them in awhile now.. =(

Life is tough being a student far far away from your 'rents let alone come back with piles and piles of work. I'm not complaining that my uni is being an asshole or anything of that sort but I wish they could slow down on their assignments and probably give us longer holidays just like Malaysia.. sultan's birthday, king's birthday, king's death anniversary, deepavali, cny, hari raya.. Mmmm. Just the way I like it ;) The amount of breaks I get in Melbourne is almost equivalent to zero. Yes, i'm not lying.. or maybe I am. But it really seems as though we have no holidays at all.

Even during commenwealth, students in elementary and high schools got a week break but not for those in uni. What logic does it make ? Yes, nonsense! lol. Omg, I think I'm being an absolute pms bitch here. So, to be an un-pms bitch, I guess I've to stop here before I start ranting about nonsence again.

SORRY GUYS !!

2006-08-16T09:17:00.000+10:00

Ugh.

Warning : This girl who is about to blog is in an absolute agitated pms-ed mood. Do not go on reading if you dont want to !

To start with, Ive been given 1000002345 assignments. Class test is not very fun too, you know?. Especially when its the day after your assignment is due. You think you can relax but no! some other work load come bugging into your life! Next, you got 3 time table clashes and some fcuked up tutor wont allow you to change your allocation even after you've done your class presentation. THEN you speak to the unit coordinator and he said to you, "Well, there nothing much I can do, but speak to your tutor." WELL your head you asswipe!!

& now, I'm stuck with my assignment AGAIN! YES! Another one - goddamned uni.

I want to work in a world without deadlines. How awesome! How much money I can save on concealing acnes and V energy drink !!

OHHHH ALL THE JOY .. !

2006-07-24T18:12:00.000+10:00

Wat a day !!

I was so drunk by the end of my bday party, thanks to both Ian and Chris. They were pushing me to drink like there's no tomorrow :S Ian kept on saying "birthday girl lets drink til u get drunk" and i was so drunk that i actually kept on drinking, and when my i almost exploded, I walked up to the toilet, and couldnt get up. You know what I mean right?

Well, thanks to everyone for coming to spend my 20th with me :) Thanks to Chris for organising this little party for me.

Thank you Mom & Dad for the gucci belt, Thank you Chris for the tiff&co ring, Thank you Ratha for the nokia 6111 ( you shouldnt have u know! just a card, i'll be happy!!), Thanks Diane for the kookai top, Thanks joey for the bag, which i like very much !! and of course, thanks to shbz, who stayed up and called all the way from gold coast, just to wish me a happy birthday and to the rest who even bother to call / text me :)

I really really appreciate it :) love you guys tons
oxoxxo

2006-07-17T22:23:00.000+10:00

hello people! I've finally decided to blog again :) this time, i dont really know what to say but I've been extremely busy looking for a house to accomadate both my dogs and of course, a shelter for myself. Been staying at clayton, thx to mr.mahjong.

Mah jong and foxtel have been my best companion for the past few days. Funny how I detest watching national television and movies but am so engrossed with foxtel, other wise known as astro in malaysia :) As much as you perceive astro as godly/heavenly, foxtel is even better! all the celebreties gossip , forward and rewind mode, recording button etc just adds on to the credit.

But oh well, school started as normal again. I've got class tomorrow 8-9am but haha im just going to jack it ! first week of uni is usually no biggy so its okay lah ! I mean, I didnt really go for a lot of lectures yesterday and still managed to pull off, so okay lah ! onz.

LOL. oh yaaaa and the krispy kreme cravings came back so on sunday at around 2am, mr. mahjong, chris and myself went to narre warren drive thru just to get 4 boxes of krispy kreme. :) well it paid off cos we didnt have to queue. Well well got to go now. Going home (city) to get my bank statement, passport, driving license and home / mobile phone bill to hand an application for a house, very nice house we found at boxhill today! guess what? it's called THE SIMPSONS street. LOL !!

p/s: lyn, if you're reading this.. dont hate my but misso is on my lap :) dont worry too much shes been a good girl and your boyfriend almost got her a brother from RSPCA today :)

2006-07-13T02:09:00.000+10:00

my blog is dead. lol.

& we still haven't found a place yet. It's so hard to find a pet-friendly place cos most agents dont allow them and we're really stressing about it. Those which allow pets are either extremely old and ghost-ly or are way too expensive like 500 perweek for 1 bedroom, somewhere far far away.

And I just got my results today. It was okay :D Quite contented. Anyway, i'm tired. Will update soon.

i promise :)

Happy birthday Amirah !

2006-07-01T20:18:00.000+10:00

Mervin: AIIYO you put on weight !
me : I know, shut up ! *laughs*

:(

2006-06-28T13:12:00.000+10:00

Mahjong yesterday was damn fun. Shirley, chris and ian ended up drinking a whole bottle of chivas and coke. LOL it was uber disgusting but they wanna get 'high' so oh well, they drank, with a bit of my help but bare in mind that it doesnt take much for me to get high so yea.

We were on the same frequency, just about right, not too much. not too little. as soon as ian, shirley and keith left, chris passed out. oh my. then france scored another goal. HOLY S&%@ well, this is what we as students do during the holidays.

AH. and we still cant find an apartment. chris might get a car, so the possibility of us moving out of the city will be quite high, due to the fact that most body corp rules does not allow pets. Wat the hell the minority ruined it for us. goddammed those idiots. byebye city life ):

Anywho, i got to bring all 3dogs for a walk now at st. kilda park, or maybe albert park. hmm. st.kilda park it is, where all the dogs gather!

update soon with more pics, i know i know my blog is boring.

is anyone still reading my blog? lol !

2006-06-25T00:56:00.000+10:00

Exam is finally over :) Here comes the late night mahjong sessions at angelline's, late night suppers at chilli malam with the rest, packing up and going around hunting for a suitable, reasonaly priced pet friendly condominium, and of course the joy of just resting at home, doing absolutely nothing (:

I've been hibernating at home after exams, after some alcohols at my place and the feeling is just right (: Today, I'm fresh and all pumped with energy. However, I'm still pondering about ... which I really don't want to mention. I feel really bad. Oh well.

I miss Malaysia, I really do. sigh. I'm going to stay at home and devote my entire attention to my parents when I return. I miss my parentsss !! Today I spoke to my mum and all of a sudden, I felt like crying, maybe its just one of those days. (;

Anyhow, I better get back to the mahjong session with them. I am no anti-social (:

Jolyna is strong.

2006-06-22T03:27:00.000+10:00

Here's a little bit of how Maple Story looks like

notice the sentence!

sit down, take a break!

& a little bit of 'thanks' to fan, who is leaving to U.K for the semester break (: come back quick!